We sure can be silly!
Posted on Feb 19th, 2008
by 
*Ladybear~
*Ladybear~
Yesterday I was so annoyed I deleted my Gaia account.
After a year and a half of being deeply involved here everyday,
blogging, posting, welcoming newbies, doing ambassador things,
loving it, rolling with it, enjoying it. I gave in to a moment of weakness
and hit "deactivate".
BIG MISTAKE!
It was a few different things that led me to do that.
however it didn't take me long to realize I didn't like it once it was done!
Suddenly I realized that I no longer existed in this community,
that I couldn't log in, that my friends didn't have me there anymore,
that I didn't have them, I couldn't post anything as me. I freaked!
I tried to reactivate by myself, only to get messages saying the account no longer existed.
I opened a new account. But that wasn't Me. That wasn't "Ladybear".
I've been Ladybear since 1973, so how could I all of a sudden be someone
else here at Gaia?
In panic this morning I finally wrote to Siona.
She got me to ~Matthew who was kind enough to make me feel like I did Gaia a favor
by deleting & reactivating because they found bugs in the system they didn't know existed.
What a team of wizards we have here!
What a community!
I feel so grateful to be HOME again.
Thanks Matthew, and all the Gaia team,
and most of all to the community!
GROUP HUG~
I Love You! I Really Do.
XOXO
After a year and a half of being deeply involved here everyday,
blogging, posting, welcoming newbies, doing ambassador things,
loving it, rolling with it, enjoying it. I gave in to a moment of weakness
and hit "deactivate".
BIG MISTAKE!
It was a few different things that led me to do that.
however it didn't take me long to realize I didn't like it once it was done!
Suddenly I realized that I no longer existed in this community,
that I couldn't log in, that my friends didn't have me there anymore,
that I didn't have them, I couldn't post anything as me. I freaked!
I tried to reactivate by myself, only to get messages saying the account no longer existed.
I opened a new account. But that wasn't Me. That wasn't "Ladybear".
I've been Ladybear since 1973, so how could I all of a sudden be someone
else here at Gaia?
In panic this morning I finally wrote to Siona.
She got me to ~Matthew who was kind enough to make me feel like I did Gaia a favor
by deleting & reactivating because they found bugs in the system they didn't know existed.
What a team of wizards we have here!
What a community!
I feel so grateful to be HOME again.
Thanks Matthew, and all the Gaia team,
and most of all to the community!
GROUP HUG~
I Love You! I Really Do.
XOXO
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QaR
September 2008 
I am so happy to see you back here!!! I was wondering what happened to your blogs, profile page…. thought maybe you decided to do a bit of early spring cleaning and start anew… thank you so much for coming back to the community!!! I for one would have missed you dearly!! Big Hugs backatchya, sweetness!
I looked around and wondered where you were … hiding? being silly? Well, I'm just glad you are back. You are right, Siona, Matthew, and the rest of the team are the greatest and most helpful. I'm glad they could get you back on here … NOW - step back from the deactivate button and stay with us newbies a while. What would we do without our Ladybear? We need your love. Smooches all over your neck and on your cheeks and on your forhead … right over your third eye!
…thank you for coming back…your energy is needed here…there was a Ladybear vacuum…
Awh Shucks, i'm getting all ferklempt!
THANKS so much for the warm thoughts and hugs.
I'm so happy to have been able to reenter!
I love each of you XOXOX
Welcome back.. it's a bummer, I was just now coming around to watching the video with Laird! You gonna repost it? =)
Great scotts, Lady! Don't ever do that again! I've been sick and didn't notice but I would have been completely devastated to find you gone! Glad you're here!
Love, Ayla
If I had not knocked myself out I would have noticed, sister. So you deactivated and I nearly killed myself tripping off my landing (top step). Laughing…..that is way too much to put into the Universe at one time. We got spat back….lolololol.
Wow, what would I have done when I finally got all my marbles lined up again and could not find my favorite Ladybear.
Matthew is not ONLY a cyber wizard, and a totally cool person to work with, he is also such a compassionate, caring, bloody awesome person. I consider myself a total fan of Matthew. I managed, as I was trying to get my sister on Zaadz one Chrissy DownUnder, to entwine my page with the new page I had created for her. I don't think what I did is possible. ….laughing.
Matthew saved my page from the mess. He had to shut me down and fire me back up to make it happen. He kept me in tact. Then we had another tadooooo with my daughter's page. I am sure little gremlins live in my Mac just waiting to cause me grief on Gaia, and each time Matthew is able to save the day. MATTHEW ROCKS…….in my cave with my clan.
Don't you be doing anything like that again, OK? Well, at least give those who love you a chance to connect with you. Phewwwwwww, life without Ladybear - I don't think soooooo.
When I am not bonking myself on the head with terra firma I am ALWAYS available, day and night for you, Ladybear.
I love ya goddess. You bring much joy and sunshine to my heart. I am honored to have you as a friend. Taa for returning to me, and the long line of folks who love you, Babe.
I am sending one of my faerie friends to watch over you for awhile. It's alright. I have a battalion here checking on my every footstep….
one big jaguar squeeze, filled with love and happiness and magic xoxox
:o)
I agree with the person who said you are needed here. You are.